Monday, February 13, 2012

My Lover


The Oscillation of Love
      for Andrew Nathan

Your eyes are reflecting pools
that mirror back to me a vision of myself
free floating in you.

The tender touch you extend
thrills me as you trace my outline
enclosed within you
and yearning to be nearer you.

Your words reach down into me
to explore the depths of my heart
stirring up and lighting my being
with a fire that may wax and wane -

but will remain.






Monday, January 16, 2012

My Constant Dinner Dilemma

Snow ice cream!!!  They ate it ALL.  It even had some dirt in it :)
 I am not the healthiest mama around, but I do try to pay attention to what my family eats.  I TRY to make healthy food within our dietary restrictions, but often sometimes am just too tired to care pay better attention.
 Some nights I get creative with gluten, dairy and egg free ideas (like this silly looking pizza).  And I think, "Good job mom!  Chirpee won't feel so deprived being on a gluten free diet if you make him pizza!"  And I enjoy the pizza too because it is such a rare treat since finding out I'm intolerant to the above listed "free" items.  Deereandy thought it was terrible, but for those who haven't had "real" pizza for a loooooong time, you'd would really love my version :)
 There are times when I get creative and feel like a kitchen superhero because I finally got around to slicing up the butternut squash for soup.
 And in the same day, I make a really fabulous recipe for gluten-free thin mint cookies.
 So I put the soup on to simmer prior to puree.  I'm on a roll between three new recipes in one day!
Allergen free vanilla cornbread - super yum with coconut sugar!
 But then there is tonight's meal which really represents my ongoing conversion in my head.  The running dialogue that runs commentary on everything I do in the kitchen (including poor parenting techniques).

I am short for ideas at noon and think...I have to do something.  I take a couple over-large hormone infested, chicken barn raised, GMO grain fed, boneless, skinless chicken breasts out to defrost and shake my head over the difficulty in feeding a family healthy meals on a budget.

Jump forward to 5:00pm, about 30 minutes past my optimal "start" time for making dinner.  I am sitting in the recliner, googling on my iphone about adequate calcium intake for children and have two boys on my lap who are both holding books up to me, "read mama", "can you read this mom?".  I really just want to read the abstract from the journal article, but realize I'm being negligent in my kitchen and my boys' reading education.  I read four books and get out of the chair after tickling them out of my lap.

Five-ten and I'm looking around the kitchen...hmmmm, what am I going to do with two chicken breasts and a family of four???

I decide on chopping them up, frying them in various spices and adding them to noodles in a sauce.  This rest of the pros and cons of my cooking dialogue are best put in numbered format.

Pros about my dinner:

  • frugal - only uses two chicken breasts
  • 6 cloves of garlic - very anti-infective and immune boosting
  • olive oil - cold pressed, natural, healthy oil
  • water kefir - good probiotics
  • apple cider vinegar - organic, with "the mother" (aka - good bugs) - lots of good said about it
  • brown rice noodles - better than using white rice pasta
  • sea salt - more mineral content, no processing
  • homemade sauce - no processing or additives
  • peas
  • salad
  • homemade salad dressing including organic vinegar and olive oil and loads of garlic
Cons about my dinner:

  • note above rant on the quality of chicken breasts
  • "oh, I think we eat too much rice, probably causing gastric cancer.  It isn't even organic."
  • sea salt - "oh ya, I keep meaning to read up on sea salt quality and iodine"  Do I need to supplement my family's iodine for thyroid health?
  • canned tomatoes - probably BPA lined, added salt and calcium chloride (do we need it?)
  • white sugar added to my tomatoes simmering.  Should have used natural or low glycemic option?
  • non organic salad
  • frozen peas too often - need more variety
  • apple cider vinegar packaged in a plastic bottle - probably leaching chemicals...
And to top it all off - we have had too much sugar the past month!  They boys sure are happy about it though!

Does anyone else analyze their food like this?  Or am I just obsessive?

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Winter Revisited


This is this morning.  Ho hum, another episode of Bob the Builder and a mother feeling guilty that this is how she gets time to shower.  But this afternoon she has a great idea.


Wow - It finally snowed a real amount the other day and we have only taken a little advantage of it over the weekend.  Back to "summer" time afternoon play outdoors. 


Deereandy, Chirpee and Dimple spent almost two hours on Monday doing snow removal.  I'm sure the boys had a glorious time and Deereandy was probably muttering about having to repair the snow blower.  Although, he does enjoy his sons so I'm sure there was redemption in the work!
 

What would a boy do without a dump truck and loader?  And here I thought they were sandbox toys.  The mountains of dirt here cannot rival the mounds of snow!

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Just So I Never Forget

This is a post so I don't forget that Christmas of 2011 was sunny, grass was around and the temperature was hanging around 35 degrees.  It might be a long time before this again.  Our most mild winter since I've lived here...kinda like where I grew up.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Worth Checking Out

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Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Manitoba's Really Large Hill That Could Actually Qualify As A Small Mountain

I feel like I have finally accomplished something this week!  My calendar has been looming with lots of writing and notes on it; I've been feeling disorganized, but I actually marked a few things off my "to do" today.  It is a big relief to have my Christmas/New Year letter written.  It really reads as a New Year letter, but I'm sending it out before Christmas (Lord, willing). 

This past weekend we went to Elkhorn Resort in Riding Mountain and spent some time with friends and family.  It was a fun weekend and I think Chirpee was on cloud 9 the whole time.  He was very sad to have to head home again.

Technically we could have stayed longer (we had the reservation), but we wanted to catch up on laundry and a few things before heading to Regina this coming weekend.  We will celebrate Deereandy's grandma's birthday.  Is it okay to have two possessives in a sentence?  If not, my apologies.  Whoops, that was a phrase and not a complete sentence.  English critique is now done.

I leave you with a little look into our weekend.

Strengthening exercises

Boys

Horsey Mama and Chirpee

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"Give me five!"




Jujubes and Chirpee teeter tottering





Monday, November 21, 2011

Not Again!

Dimple has that asthma cough again.  And here I was thinking we were going to escape inhalers this winter.  At least this year he thinks they are good fun :)